Sunday, June 6, 2010
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" Oh God! Oh God! I Can not See!
My eyes are Blind!
Am I still Me Or has my soul Been led astray, And
Forced to pay a Priceless Fee? "
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Bizarro.
How long have not stayed up to watch the sunrise?
I've always liked that indescribable blue color that appears only briefly before departing uqe the first rays of sun. Dawn,,, brings the magic moment calm before the fears of the night.
I feel so lost ... but not for my career ... or my lack of employment, but the type of people around me or around me. No, I do not cry their games. Have I passed do not know. But no longer wept. It would obviously still have them with me, but I got used to his absence and their rejections. I'm so fucking tired of return, but my consolation is that I stayed until the end.
What are happier without me? Will. And if yes, then ... how nice. I also I will be happy without them, someday. The net itself
agüita me preferences have been taken, I went missing, but it's nothing that I expected. It was an obvious choice. how good, to be happy. To what wish evil. But I'm glad that someone else has had the guts to come and tell me things and we talked about y. .. going to make friendship, or any other form.
Yeah, I'm so sad, but I do not cry.
And if they return? Would force another round to fan more or smile and say "thank you very much, but I have no interest?
I closed all my msn, except this one. Why go expecting to see her? So that mortified if coming or not? Both know that was a goodbye disguise. Will be so happy that I no longer gap is not significant, but unfortunately not vice versa.
On Friday I went with friends of my mom was weird. One of her friends (who is the grandmother was taking care of grandchildren, one was a girl ... 5 years? and one of just 10 months. Seeing her take care of the baby ... I realized that I no longer married, nor do I want a family. What roe. Out went my mother's side, the party long was it that brought me so much hope, which had placed my hopes of redeeming what I had. Now you do not want it. The first blow was to Jairus and his daughter. Jairo fucking idiot.
The second ... if you can consider, was the Hazzam, Neme, Megaru, and I can not remember who else. The third that of Lulu, Suza and Euphie.
I'm no good for families and I think that is perfectly fine with me. They are like little stars that are shutting down. I wonder if this is how life is going out of a person or is a bizarre transition for which I'm going? A transition of years ...
How long have not stayed up to watch the sunrise?
I've always liked that indescribable blue color that appears only briefly before departing uqe the first rays of sun. Dawn,,, brings the magic moment calm before the fears of the night.
I feel so lost ... but not for my career ... or my lack of employment, but the type of people around me or around me. No, I do not cry their games. Have I passed do not know. But no longer wept. It would obviously still have them with me, but I got used to his absence and their rejections. I'm so fucking tired of return, but my consolation is that I stayed until the end.
What are happier without me? Will. And if yes, then ... how nice. I also I will be happy without them, someday. The net itself
agüita me preferences have been taken, I went missing, but it's nothing that I expected. It was an obvious choice. how good, to be happy. To what wish evil. But I'm glad that someone else has had the guts to come and tell me things and we talked about y. .. going to make friendship, or any other form.
Yeah, I'm so sad, but I do not cry.
And if they return? Would force another round to fan more or smile and say "thank you very much, but I have no interest?
I closed all my msn, except this one. Why go expecting to see her? So that mortified if coming or not? Both know that was a goodbye disguise. Will be so happy that I no longer gap is not significant, but unfortunately not vice versa.
On Friday I went with friends of my mom was weird. One of her friends (who is the grandmother was taking care of grandchildren, one was a girl ... 5 years? and one of just 10 months. Seeing her take care of the baby ... I realized that I no longer married, nor do I want a family. What roe. Out went my mother's side, the party long was it that brought me so much hope, which had placed my hopes of redeeming what I had. Now you do not want it. The first blow was to Jairus and his daughter. Jairo fucking idiot.
The second ... if you can consider, was the Hazzam, Neme, Megaru, and I can not remember who else. The third that of Lulu, Suza and Euphie.
I'm no good for families and I think that is perfectly fine with me. They are like little stars that are shutting down. I wonder if this is how life is going out of a person or is a bizarre transition for which I'm going? A transition of years ...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
My Cat Is Grinding Her Teeth
Changing Thought Patterns. Inevitable
P: "I am alone."
T: "Why do they keep abandoning me? I'm so worthless for Not Being Able to keep Any kind of Relationship whatsoever. "
E:" Anger, sorrow, low self-worth. "
S:" It's a chance to forget. Knowing You Lived Without Them, You Can Go On Without Them. "
And somehow ....
It Feels Like a lie.
P: "I am alone."
T: "Why do they keep abandoning me? I'm so worthless for Not Being Able to keep Any kind of Relationship whatsoever. "
E:" Anger, sorrow, low self-worth. "
S:" It's a chance to forget. Knowing You Lived Without Them, You Can Go On Without Them. "
And somehow ....
It Feels Like a lie.
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